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2011-12-26T11:39:00.005+08:00

Happy Boxing Day!

*Let me give you all a big hug* HAHAH

Spend an awesome Christmas day at Wuhan Tian Di. It's more of a Clarke quay just like Singapore where we c an all hang out and dine in a posh restaurant. It is short of a 'high class' place. I personally like this place very much because firstly, the toilets are clean, the food here is good and there is Baskin Robbins!

Ok, this below picture I took is a thematic book store for people to read and it's really really cozy. They only serve coffee and it is absolutely suitable for us who wants to slack around the whole afternoon. We could get ourselves cozy, find a spot to be a couch potato and read. It is very comfortable and peaceful, it allows me to enter into a deeper level of thoughts or just day-dreaming away. But one thing for sure, I do not know how they make money! This bookstore consist of two full levels of books and people can just go in and pick whatever book they like, find a place and READ. They only serve coffee. I wonder if it's some rich tai tai or some rich businessman's daughter/ son set this up out of interest or want to inculcate the value and importance of reading.

I can't wait for Thursday to come. We'll be heading to the airport at about 10 plus or so and off we go to Shanghai; New York City of the East. Spending six days five nights in Manhattan Business Hotel which is located super near to The Bund. Gonna have a crazy count down party in Shanghai and seriously, I am so egg-cited! We will also be visiting all the famous landmarks in Shanghai like the Oriental Pearl Tower and so on and so forth. It will be a private tour exclusively; A tour guide and van all for our self. Lastly, Suzhou is a neighboring state of Shanghai and we will be spending a night there too (:

Side note: Have been packing up my things and am so afraid that they might charge me cause of excess baggage. Help!

I am looking forward to be home and Baby's POP. Many things are lining up for me! Jeremy to meet me on the 4th Jan and YZY to cook for me or acc me go eat tze char as promised! HAHAHA! Oh, I got many Pokie Sticks for me friends! HAHAHA! I don't know what else to get alr :/

2011-10-23T17:39:00.024+08:00

Finally got my favorite dress online. Thanks to Miss Kaylene Kwong Li Yi.

All I can say is I have the awesome-est sister ever.

No matter what, she will be there for me.

She'll bank transfer, run errands, helping me to change RMB to send over to China.

Whatever you can list, she will be the one standing by me.

Although when we were young, I kept bully her. HAHA.

We will freaking fight over a hello kitty nail clipper or the smallest thing on earth.

Pulling each other's hair.

Hurling vulgar at each other. non-stop.

My Favorite meal other than Mac in Wuhan. This can nv beat Grandma's though.

I want Hokkien Mee, Roti Prata, Curry Chicken, Chicken Rice, Pizza, FISHBALLLLL noodles.

I am so gonna eat them when I am back in Sin.

Can you imagine there is limited choices to the food I eat here cause all others are all so oily or salty? Argh.

How I wish Singapore can be a four-season country too.

Then we can fill our wardrobes with nice winter coats and gear.

Below is my new buys. I bought like 5 pairs of shoes here.

There is so much more things to shop and it's so much more cheaper than in Singapore.

The shopping is so huge that we cant finish it in one day.

I am going there again soon.

I miss exercising!

I am gonna put on weight here in China for sure :/

I want to go home! ♥

There are many small little things I have that really warms my day up.

One of my classmate will send me e-mails to ask how am I and etc.

I feel so fortunate to have these people in my life.

Mum, dad, Baby's mum will never fall to give me a call on alternate days.

I feel so loved but at the same time so not well-taken care of.

I need them.

It's a routine thing turning to them whenever I have any problems.

They are the ones I will confide things to, the ones I trust most.

To my Cheeky Baby. I am god darn lonely here. Save me please. Still, I am always looking forward to your calls everyday. I want to complete all the things we said in Whats app one by one asap! Thanks for being a Changed man once again.

Baby, I need a full glass cabinet for all my bags. We need to go shopping.

I know it's over but still, Happy 2 year 2 months coming to 3.

P.s.I am proud of you baby. For doing well in NS. I hope you can get into command school.

Be an officer. Jiayou! I know you can do. Like the commando's advice, be more outspoken and take opportunity to lead. I am sure you can get into command sch and climb up to become an officer. I am here for you. Motivation.

This Creme Brulee is awesome. This is by far the best I've tried.

2011-09-19T10:41:00.006+08:00

One who don't know what is romance, who don't know what is surprises, who don't like shopping, who is not sweet, who always claim that he is a boring person, who dislike dining in a restaurant, who dislike branded, who dislike talking about future, who don't dare to dream.

All of the mentioned above is speaking of which my boyfriend.

I don't know should I call it a blessing in disguise that here I am in China, did the magic to him.

He is a changed man.

I could feel that I am so much more important to him now.

It's not cause of the freaking bag but I am deeply touched by what he said through whats app.

"Its the last expensive gift I am getting for you as a boyfriend, up next, it will be as your husband"

Literally melted my heart at that moment.

I am suffering on the long bus ride to 3 Gorges Dam at Yichang, China on that day.

But at the very least I know I have so much more people who loves me back in Singapore.

I have too much flaws for him to love me.

Learnt to be very grateful to have him & to cherish the impt ones in my life.

Thank you so much baby for all the joy and love you've showered on me.

Although it was not much of a surprise, I perfectly understand that you just wanna make sure that you get the model right.

Is it fated?

Its the last piece one the shelve of all outlets in Singapore for this color.

To Mr CJM:

It mean so much more than a bag. You should know what I mean.

Will spend my time with you when I am back to complete our goals one by one, step by step & all the things we listed.

Europe trip in Kris flyer First class suite, Wedding shot in France (All in one) :D:D:D

I miss you. Just want to hurry back to Singapore in Jan and spend a brand new year with you which makes up of our 3rd year (:

I am always looking forward to your morning msges and calls at night.

It's a source to keep me going.

I miss home very much.

My parents, is another source of energy for me :D

Mummy, Daddy. I had a nice Skype session with you all last week.

Daddy's funny face on skype is epic! :D:D:D

Love you all!

I miss Singapore's food very much too.

Thinking of which makes me drool!

The assignment load is piling up like mad and these 8 modules are not easy.

Our time table is cramped from 8 till 6 every day and I am so lack of rest.

But whatever it is, it's an experience to study abroad.

When I am back in Singapore, it's gonna be a milestone in my life.

I will try to treasure it at this moment.

Cheers.

2011-09-03T14:39:00.001+08:00

FAREWELL PEOPLE ♥ FAREWELL PEOPLE ♥ FAREWELL PEOPLE ♥ FAREWELL PEOPLE ♥

MY CLASS ♥

Baby before going NS. I cried like mad for weeks! ♥

Lovely farewell session with different group of awesome people!

I didn't expect quite a lot of people will turn up!

We had a great time catching up esp after internship!

I miss those time wh

It's been one week that I am in Wuhan, China.

I am totally stress up by coordinating my assignment with the Overseas Immersion Programme trips.

Things are not going that well in terms of our Internet access, adapting to the environment and such.

We are using the staff room's WI-FI to connect.

It is utimately slow. (Everyone's connected to one WI-FI)

Until I am here, I didn't know I would miss home so much than I can imagine.

Every thing at home is planned out nicely for me.

No house chores, need not worry about food, nth.

Even travelling, either I'll drive myself, my dad, my sister or my boyfriend would chauffeur me around every where I go!

Now, I got to depend on myself on everything.

It is so difficult!

I start to cherish even more now.

The culture, the food, the people in Singapore are so much nicer.

Maybe I am still not used to here that's why I am complaining.

It's going to be a grueling 4 months.

Just get it over and done with this last semester and here I come to graduation!

I can't wait to graduate and pursue a higher degree of my academic or to gain experience in my field before I start taking up a degree.

Either way is perfectly fine for me.

It is going to be another phase in my life and that I thought we will all become an adult soon.

How I dread that to happen!

Thanks for all the birthday wishes!

It just warms me up in this unfriendly environment.

At least I know I still have friends and family to count on when I am here.

Cheers!

Chanel caviar clutch or the Prada tote is the first thing I would want to reward myself when I am back!

Give me a surprise CHANEL, on decreasing your price! LOL (In my dreams)

2011-08-23T09:41:00.000+08:00

2011-08-05T11:44:00.000+08:00

This year's birthday would be a real sad and lonely one.
I'll be spending it all alone at China.
No family, boyfriend, friends, suprises, greetings, wishes ):
There are many things on my TO-BUY-LIST
I need to buy my necessities for going to Wuhan
I need to prepare so much things before I travel to Australia and China.
I do not have enough time.

I want to buy another pair of Chanel earrings
I want to buy a Chanel Caviar clutch
I want to buy a Prada bag
I want to buy ferragamo pumps
Hopefully by this weekend, if i have the time.

I just can't tell baby about what I want to buy and all.
He is so not interested in it and have no understanding about it at all.
Whenever I ask him for opinions, he'll just answer,
you decide. up to you. as long as you're happy.
I get pissed with ans like that.

Yes, I am excited, in fact, very excited for those trips.
I am also looking forward to our 2nd Anniversary.
I've prepare something for baby.
Hope he likes it.

2011-07-19T08:49:00.001+08:00

Yes, it's another day of work! I am going to make the day fruitful!
How was your weekend? Mine was great, we went to railway to snap some shots and we scot off to Bukit Timah market for some fish soup.
♥

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2011-07-18T09:25:00.001+08:00

Garam Masala Deviled Eggs
This take on curried deviled eggs has a more authentic Indian flavor, thanks to the inclusion of mango chutney and garam masala (an aromatic spice blend used in South Asian cooking).
Makes 12

Garam Masala Deviled Eggs
Ingredients

* 6 hard-boiled eggs
* 3 1/2 tablespoons mayonnaise
* 3 tablespoons minced green onion
* 1 tablespoon minced seeded jalapeño chile
* 1 1/2 teaspoons minced mango chutney
* 1/2 teaspoon (scant) garam masala

* Finely chopped radishes

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Ingredient tips
Available in most supermarkets, mango chutney varies greatly in quality and flavor by brand. We recommend Trader Joe's chutney. Garam masala is available in the spice section of many supermarkets and at Indian markets.

Preparation

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Shell eggs, then cut in half lengthwise. Transfer yolks to small bowl and mash with fork. Mix in mayonnaise. Stir in onion, jalapeño, chutney, and garam masala. Season with salt and pepper.
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Spoon yolk mixture into whites. Top generously with chopped radishes . DO AHEAD Can be made 4 hours ahead. Cover loosely and refrigerate.

Curried Scallop Cakes
Creamy on the inside and crunchy on the outside, these are fragrant with Indian curry and cilantro. Scallops are a less expensive alternative to crab, and they make a moist, plump little cake. Prepare the scallop cakes ahead and simply reheat right before guests arrive.
Makes about 40

* 1 1/2 pounds fresh sea scallops, cut into 1/4-inch pieces
* 3/4 cup mayonnaise
* 3 large egg yolks
* 3 green onions, chopped
* 1/3 cup chopped fresh cilantro
* 1 1/2 tablespoons dry mustard
* 1 1/2 tablespoons curry powder
* 3/4 teaspoon salt
* 1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper
* 3 1/2 panko (Japanese breadcrumbs)*

* Vegetable oil

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*Panko (Japanese breadcrumbs) can be found at Asian markets and in the Asian foods section of some supermarkets.

Preparation

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Mix first 9 ingredients and 1 1/2 cups panko in large bowl to blend. Cover mixture and refrigerate 1 hour.
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Place remaining 2 cups panko on large plate. Form scallop mixture into balls, using 1 heaping tablespoon for each. Coat in panko, flattening slightly.
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Heat enough vegetable oil in heavy large skillet over medium-high heat to come 1/4 inch up sides of pan. Working in batches, sauté scallop cakes until golden and cooked through, about 1 1/2 minutes per side. Transfer scallop cakes to paper towels to drain. DO AHEAD Can be made 4 hours ahead. Cool, then cover and refrigerate. Reheat on baking sheet in 350°F oven 8 minutes.) Transfer scallop cakes to platter.

Bon appetit is an enriching website for food lovers and I love it!
Here's a link to share about blueberries.
http://www.bonappetit.com/tipstools/ingredients/2008/08/blueberries
Hope you all can learn something from it.

Shall we do this again baby? :D
I love pretty food and the process of making it.

2011-07-14T14:57:00.001+08:00

I am really bored at work.
Internship is gonna end at 12 Aug. HURRAY!
The only thing I think I will miss is the Salary here! (:
I often tell baby that I want to be an Educated Tai Tai.
Dreaming that my husband is able to buy me a lexus so to fetch my kids to school then off I go to attend yoga, Pilate and cooking classes.
HAHA! (In my dreams, maybe.)
And I am working really hard to get into a local Uni.
Please grant me my wish..

When it comes to work, my face will become...

And I need pretty food to make my day like this..

And I am a happy girl again (: Wee!

One year has passed since I passed TP, and I am gonna remove my P plate!
CHEERS.
However, I still can't get rid of the irritant.
My sister is going to take her TP this sat and that the plate is gonna be stuck there for another year.
I find that the triangle plate is a total nuisance.
Why can't we drive without the miserable plate?
It's like announcing to the whole world that you've just passed and new to the road.
Yes, I saw the need to, so that people will be more lenient to us on the road.
But it looks really horrible.
I dont know whether is it me or it just happen to everyone.
When I am bloody driving, people will stare/look at me. I really have no idea why.
It is either the P-plate/ they can't believe this small built girl is driving a seven sitter/ my driving skills sucks! HAHAHA.
Driving is expensive.
You need to maintain and service your car regularly.
Parking charges in Singapore is another pain in the ass.
Oh ya and to add on,
I don't understand why the hell Ngee Ann needs to pay for parking lots.
That's really stupid.

2011-07-13T15:13:00.001+08:00

Have you ever felt like there's no one you can count on when you're feeling lost and you don't know what you want in life? Or have you ever felt paranoid over the smallest thing- about simply everything? Do you happen to worry too much till you cant fall asleep at night? Start crying due to the nonsensical fucked up mind where it just can't stop thinking and start to pick on things to worry about?

Cause I think I do!
I spend 20 hours a day thinking of the things I want and how my future will be like.
I spend another 4 hours dreaming of it.
My mind is like a catalog when it comes to shopping, pricing, bags, watches and shoes.
I want to do shopping like a buffet.
I have got really bad habits when it comes to shopping.
Buying multiple colors of the same design just because I am worry that it might wear and tear.
Or, buying things impulsively, till then, I realize I do not really fancy that much at all.
Ended up, stuffing them into wardrobe.
Is this the symptoms of some crazy shopaholic or something?
I am dying to get a Dior Clutch/ a P/ a M.

Anyway, coming back to reality...
Leaving on 12 Aug to Australia and be back on 19 Aug for a holiday before baby's enlistment and for my advance birthday celebration...
Soon after, I am leaving on the 24Aug for Wuhan for 5 months and will be back on next year's January to complete my last sem in Poly.
I think its time to learn how to be independent.
Time passes reeeeally fast.
Before you could think of what to do after tertiary education, poly is ending soon like a snap away.
I can't bear to part with my school mates and etc, but life still moves on.
I dread to become an adult.
I am lost, I got no plans, I don't know what to do after Poly, I have got tons to worry about.
One thing for sure, I know what I want in life.

BATAM- TRIPLE was awesome, its great.
Pictures to be uploaded soon.

Till then..

2011-07-04T16:37:00.000+08:00

P / M?

Confused

2011-07-04T11:10:00.001+08:00

Great time, Great Company!
All thanks to Weijun and Larry for the performance &
Baby's dad, that we get free parking at Resort World.
Usual price for parking is $8/hrs?! It's a killer!

2011-07-04T10:33:00.001+08:00

My Bags

After days of quarrels and discussion, baby concluded that I've got too many bags! And thus,
I am not suppose to buy anymore bags! Even if I am to get one, I am not suppose to bring it out whenever I am out with him. I am ultimately sad about this! Grr. I want to buy bags! ): He is not going to give me any bags for gift! ): I need a replacement for my agnes b shoulder bag! Ive been using it for 4 years alr. I need a casual shoulder bag.

Batam for this weekend! I am looking forward to it(: woohoo!
Aussie counting down to 1 month left! ♥

2011-06-22T15:25:00.001+08:00

I am sure everybody have their own aim to pursue, their own dreams to realize. I also saw how people go through all the pain to achieve what they want. Sometimes, things doesn't come by naturally. I believe like what someone told me, it's all fated. I am worried about my future): but there's nth I can do, other than studying hard now and pray that my husband is capable! Hahaha! ♥

Wish-list. Dreams.

♥get into local university
♥foster a better family relationship
♥be able to support my solitaire for the period of 25 years
♥engagement at 24 simple solemnization will do
♥no wedding banquet
♥get a normal house
♥stable life
♥2nd Chanel large classic in nude (p.s. Price is rising insanely, the first Chanel classic black jumbo that I got last year raise like 2k+ from it's original price, (the usual price is alr like, jaw dropping, at least to me) i found out when I intended to get the same but in nude! It's Just merely a year! Oh man!! :D
♥omega ladymatic watch
♥have 2 kids
♥if my husbands income allow me to become a house maker.. Perfect!
♥barcelona trip
♥plans for 21st birthday
♥have a loving husband

All these are so hard to achieve. It's all fated♥ if It's mine, it's mine, if not, no matter how you force or dream.. It wouldn't make any difference.
Just dreaming.. Like I always do!
Get it or not, life still move on!
Wee:D
I am very contented with what I have now.
Now, appreciate the pretty little things in life, to make your day happier!

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2011-06-21T11:00:00.001+08:00

It's not gonna be easy for us in the near future, to raise a family, to buy a house and etc. I am worried sick about this! Things are not as smooth sailing as before.

How can we make our lives better next time?
We are going to be an adult soon! Thats the fact that I hate most! I wanna be a child, not adult! I could feel the stress already! ): I seem to be thinking a lot. The stairway, I gonna encounter; a long.. very long one.

Dear god, please guide me through my toughest journey in life. I am worried. Very worried indeed. I just wish a simple and basic life. That's all. Give me the strength to face the upcoming challenges and that hope you'll bless all the people that I love♥ Thank you very much.

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2011-06-16T22:04:00.001+08:00

I really hope the best for everyone who revolves around me! I care for their well being! I am very happy everyday! Unfortunately, I have some issues on my intern appraisal. I feel upset for the fact that they are very stingy with giving us marks and all but on the other hand, they are good people who taught me a lot of things! I am disappointed. Where other departments can have tea time break, going home early, enjoy the privilege of the flexible time off, we, get none of those mentioned above. Like I always have said, life is never fair! And i detest their perception of the mind, that they are paying the interns here in Bosch so much more than the other companies. But seriously, so?! Yes, I know it's very nice to get the pay. But where is the compassion for people, where's the love? Where is the basic respect for us? I, personally, felt that it is hard earn money! It's not like what others said, "wow, so good! Pay so high!" and such!

Anyway, the aussie trip with baby has been confirmed! ♥ here we come! I am really glad about this! so looking forward to it! But at the same time not. Grr!
Thanks for all the wonderful gifts that you've given me. Baby, my family and friends!
♥ love you all!
I am gonna sleep soon! Good night (:

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2011-06-16T18:35:00.001+08:00

I want this! ♥ dreams dreams dreams~ DREAMS~ :D

2011-06-13T15:06:00.001+08:00

Pretty little things in life! ♥
Aussie after intern? Pending.
I feel happy and blessed with all the things around me! (;

Jaime le garçon!

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2011-05-29T16:49:00.000+08:00

Right after baby's graduation, he's leaving for business trip with his dad for 1 week and I am truly sad about it. Cause I'll be missing him dearly. I've been so dependent on him for so many things throughout the two years we've been together. I'll always get whatever I want when I am with him. I'll not take that for granted for sure cause I love him.

During school days, he'll fetch me to his house for dinner or a swim or tennis game that we always wanted to but in the end too lazy to do so. Then home. Now that he is graduated and is helping his dad, I am in the midst of my internship. He'll fetch me after work, dote on me, care about my meals, i'll be looking forward after work to have dinner at his place; P.s. His dad will nv fail to cook something nice for us. That I really admire him. balancing his work and family time. Buy whatever things I want; provided if he likes it (: He's just perfect for me. Cause other than my dad who will fetch me here and there, is my beloved boyfriend.

Why? for heaven's sake, cant we just cherish what we have at that moment of time instead of sobbing when your possession is really gone? Life is so ironic! He is one of the best that I have in life. I really never expect us to come this far. *(JM CAI, you should know what I meant and what we've been through)

Hurry back, cant wait to see you (:

There is also something I want to share. I am really glad to have one of my secondary school friend back. We've share how we felt. But truely, if she hasn't taken the first step, we'll not be like this now. The feeling is undescribable. The prick has been in my heart for so long and its gone now.

Thanks PAPA Lord for all the blessings that You've given me. I will appreciate all the great things I have in life.

2011-03-07T16:17:00.001+08:00

It was a breeze today for my intern interview! Cool! Up next, going to enjoy my holidays to the fullest on Wednesday. Going out of town, Ahh! Cant wait for it!
Looking forward for the day(: and am so happy that I went through it! It's a Blessed day! Hurray! :D

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2011-03-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

Baby's so cute with his little tummy(:

I am so looking forward to our holiday trip on Wednesday.

Unfortunately, I have got an interview for my internship on Monday.

I don't think I can make it. Darn.

This is bad, really.

Let's pray that things will go the way I've been hoping for.

Baby's busy preparing for Prom and here I am photosnaping.

Exam is OVER!

Hell, Its over!

No more blister on my fingers due to crazy writing of notes!

I AM SO GLAD! :D

2011-03-02T00:33:00.000+08:00

I know I am hard to handle at times and go all crazy.

I also know how much effort and patience you've put in,

I am glad to have you.

For the past few days, I've been picking on things to quarrel and yelling and gone mad.

My boyfriend has to take all that nonsence.

Yes, he could tolerate.

I know there's a certain limit and I've crossed beyond that.

Suffering from a drastic mood swing,

worried for examinations,

things aren't going on as smooth as I want it to be.

But thank god, I got into the company I wanted for internship.

At least there's something for me to rejoice about.

Still considering whether to take my last semester in China for oversea immersion or stay in Singapore. Grr.

Anyway, baby will be gone for NS too.

Am still very depressed that I can't spend my 21st with him.

In additional, he can't attend my graduation ceremony.

Its the last paper that I am sitting in ermm, approximately seven and half an hour.

I am sitting here worrying and couldn't fall asleep although I am really really freak tired.

Haven't been sleeping for since yesterday.

I was too stressed about certain matters between my bf and I.

The situation was tensed yesterday.

So tensed that I thought that it'll be over soon.

I am insecured at times, childish, temperamental but I don't mean it.

It is something that I vent out my stress.

Now that sunshine after rain, I am happy.

2011-03-01T15:19:00.001+08:00

Trust, mutual trust.
Believing in each other.
To establish that kind of relationship, it is definitely not easy. I didn't expect that it is more difficult than I thought to be. At least I know, what really is happening and to wake up from it. Just feel like a stupid fool now(:

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2011-02-27T02:35:00.001+08:00

.Gratitude♥.
To My family and friends whose out there supporting and be very patient with me, I am grateful to have you guys for the Moments when I desperately need help, you all are there helping and guiding me through!

It always happen when everything is just going on fine. I am lost. I am not sure of what to do. I am weird. Don't know and how is the word I use most in my life. I am not fair. I talked and explain too much! You take it as no idea what. Thinking too much Is my forte! You pointed everything out. Now, I fully understood. Great!!!!

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2011-02-12T00:14:00.001+08:00

At times I really feel that life is like a journal! Everyday I would spend sometime reviewing how is my day how it has been. The experiences that i went through daily accumulates
each day. Like today, I have a very strong stand on this. If you don't mean what you say, in the first place, don't say or ask about it. It'll be better, really. After something is mentioned, People would expect it. Unfortunately, things doesn't always turn out the way you want. In a result, what you face is disappointment! Alright, frankly speaking, I went through this today. I felt so disappointed for the fact of it. At that point in time, I felt dumb too. For expecting it. How silly! (:

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2011-01-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

My life is so enriching and fruitful with all the loved ones around.
Start everyday with objectives and spent it wisely.

Since 1 Jan 2011, I experienced a lot.

I really hope to cherish the time spent together.

BABY is turning 21st very soon.

I am so looking forward to it!

HAPPY(:

2010-11-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

I want a boy who would shove ice cream in my face, who would wrestle with me, who shows me off to his friends and family, who treats me with respect, who would call me at four in the morning just to tell me he can’t stop thinking about me, who sings to me even if he can’t. A boy who could break my heart, but would never ever dream of it.

2010-11-14T21:07:00.000+08:00

I am back :D

I am very happy.

I love my family.

I love my boyfriend.

I love my boyfriend's family.

It's a sweet getaway.

Something that money can't buy; memories & happiness.

Things happened.

Acknowledge it.

Cry hard about it.

Get over it.

Forgive and forget.

Life would be much more happier with a loving heart.

Love makes the world goes round and it is in the air.

Be loving and caring.

AND I THINK I DID IT!

I REALLY DID IT! (:

2010-11-03T14:47:00.000+08:00

I feel empty for the fact that it turned out to be different.

Like I said things changes as time goes by, its rather disappointing!

We can't change the fact, so just live with it and take things positively!

Its easy to be said than done.

For some reason, I just can't do it.

Don't regret when you start losing it.

2010-10-25T10:31:00.001+08:00

He is the sweetest person I ever met!
I teared at the moment I look at him when I slept in his arms. Not because he did something wrong or whatever nonsense, it was due to how well he treated me. I am really afraid it was too much for him! I know it was silly! I just can't help it! I was working these two days, he chauffeured me to and fro. Not only these few days, for almost a year, I think. Took care of me, tolerate all my unhappiness and hug me when I needed one!
Deep inside, I was really grateful that I have him with me. Reminding me to eat my meals, worry about me and all. I have the courage to say that He is the best person I ever met!
He loved me! ♥
I am here to thank you baby!
This post is for you(:
I never fail to laugh out loud when I am with you!
I hope you enjoy yourself too!
Farm stay and cruise in a few weeks time!

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2010-10-22T11:13:00.000+08:00

School is starting soon!

I am quite looking forward to it.

Moving on, I am really grateful for having baby with me.

He is the sweetest sweetest thing I ever met!

His smiles and his laughters' a killer!

It'll definitely melt my heart !

His nonsence face also!

SO CUTE!

Everytime I see him,

I just can't help to pinch him.

HAHA!

ILOVEYOUBABY!

I am apologising at one moment and am throwing tantrums at another.

Sorry baby!

You've got to always tolerate all these.

HAHA! (:

I know you've got your own ways to deal with me!

& nonetheless, I still know that you care.

I am so looking forward to the 13, 14 Nov and 17,18 and 19 Nov

We're going off for a short getway! Wee~~

2010-10-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

I LOVE IT!

I don't know how to express myself for now.

Abit confused, abit happy, abit sad, abit sweet..

K la, byebye.

2010-10-08T16:52:00.000+08:00

I found all these on tumblr.

Which are really meaningful.

2010-10-08T16:47:00.000+08:00

2010-10-08T11:36:00.000+08:00

It has been fruitful to be able to meet up with my friends.

It was awesome.

It was Jiawei's 19th Birthday.

Baby bought us lunch at Heeren.

Met up with dearest PeiQi.

I was a lil down and tired cause of girlie's issue every month.

My legs are weak and my spine is breaking when I walked to Haji lane.

The weather is a killer also.

I could melt anytime.
Gathering at Timbre with colleagues.

Fun time catching up and camwhoring.

Had a nice chit chat.

Then it was my class mates.

We went to had Dim Sum at chinatown.

It was delicious.

Yummy! Yummy!

Up next is Monopoly deal which got us hooked.

It's gonna be our 6 monthsary next week.

But if I would to count all the way back then, it's not just half a year.

I want to make it memorable for the both of us.

I really cherish the time we spent together.

Cause we enjoy each others company.

We still follow the tradition every night since last year.

That's something special to me.

All the small small things you did,

It may mean nothing to you but it means the world to me.

Heartfelt.

I LOVE YOU baby.

2010-10-03T22:44:00.001+08:00

No matter what happens, I'll give you my fullest support baby! Don't want to be a burden to you

♥

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2010-09-26T22:49:00.001+08:00

♥ I had a wonderful day today! Woke up very early in the morning to prepare some food for baby with all my heart! I am satisfied with my art piece! Even 'mama' was surprise that I could do all this!

Baby has started his IHP. Every morning he got to be up by 8 and reach school before 9. It's kinda tedious! Jiayou baby! I am here for you! Loveyou.

Days flew past, I work and work! I am exhausted! Tired from doing some presentation and talking and standing. I need a rest. Sleep for almost half a day is still not enough for me nowadays!

Mid autumn festival. After work, we went to celebrate shawn's birthday at island creamery. Awesome!

Met up session with Pei Qi! We tried escargot at a restaurant called "with a pinch of salt" ambience is good! Food was not too bad! Price is definitely reasonable! Mamamia~

I eyed on a Kate spade bag for quite some time. Really want to get it :/ am seriously crazy over it! Could even dreamt of it when I sleep! It's so petite and casual where I can simply match it with any thing! Yes, I♥it! I can not want it! I CAN NOT WANT IT!

Now, get on with life! I need to find smth meaningful to do or commit! I love my life! Living fruitfully! Cherishing every moment! Weee~

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2010-09-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

This is the bear bear beanie. I wear in on my bolster so it can sleep with me every night(:

2010-09-16T12:47:00.001+08:00

For whatever reason it is,
I feel so contented to stay close to you.
Even if it is just staying at home, watching movies, having some snacks, cuddling and snuggling in the warm blanket.
It's god darn cosy.
Tuck me into bed,
stroke my hair to sleep and your lovely tummy as my pillow.
More than enough.
I love you.

2010-09-14T19:58:00.000+08:00

Holidays are here!

So what plans do you guys have?

Be it going on a vacation, shopping, resting at home and whipping up a meal for family,

I am sure you all will have a great time!

I have got plenty of time to do anything :D

I am going to see PEIQI very soon after exams hopefully!

It's been a while already since we met.

Life hasn't been that bad up till now.

I made a scrap book for baby with our pictures and jot down some memories in it.

I hope he like it.

His laughters gave me some satisfaction.

It means (At the very least made him laugh) while he was flipping through.

The facial expression is so ...

*I don't know how to say*

Anyway, *Heh Heh Heh* I am so happy.

It is to be continued.

Great day people.

Xoxo.

2010-08-31T19:37:00.000+08:00

Enough of it.
I am very dissapointed in myself.
Sometimes, I really did my best that I can within my limits.
I just can't seem to make people happy.
I don't want to let this bother me.
Just live with it.
If people can accept it, that's great.
If can't, I am really sorry.

2010-08-21T23:17:00.000+08:00

Life isn't always as beautiful as we all thought it's gonna be.

Sometimes, I just wish that the reality can be more merciful.

I wished that things would be simplified to the maximum level and life would be wonderful.

I am happy with the life I lead.

But there are bound to have a dark side of it.

It's been so long since I really sat down and talked to my parents.

I find it increasingly difficult to communicate with them.

They don't understand nor get what I mean at times.

I couldn't stop wondering about it.

I am feeling a lil down and confused.

Yes, they love me a lot.

But I find myself not filial enough, not good enough,

not caring enough, not loving enough and many more.

Now, they are the ones supporting me, providing me with everything.

In time to come,how can I take care of them when they grow old?

I could barely support myself now.

I can't even make them feel happy, let alone supporting them.

I feel a lil dissapointed with myself rather.

On the brighther note, I just came back from cruise with Baby and his family.

It was my virgin trip to cruise.

Awesome.

Pulau Redang is a very vibrant and sunny island.

I love it veryy much!

I want to go snorkeling to experience the marine life if I had a chance to in future.

A few days before the cruise, we went to Holland Village Cold Storage to get some groceries.

Then we drove back to my home to do some cooking(:

It wasn't very successful for the potato cake salmon cause we left some ingredients out.

But the tiramisu was not too bad except it was tooooo sweet.

It's okay, Grandma and sister had finished almost half of it.

I enjoyed myself thoroughly!

Iloveyoubaby.

& I want to have more cooking and lazing sessions!

Time really flies (:

2010-08-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

2010-08-03T15:06:00.000+08:00

It's the Last week of school.

Completing projects and assignments.

It's been hectic.

Although some unpleasant incidence had happened.

I still enjoy living my life.

I made a mistake.

But I'll learn from it.

2010-08-03T15:01:00.000+08:00

Where can I repair this earring?

Personal message me whoever know where to go, Thank you people.

evelyn_hearts1991@hotmail.com

2010-07-28T23:11:00.000+08:00

CANYOUSINGMETHE DIMSUMSONG AGAINPLEASE?

I.WANT.TO.LISTEN.TO.IT.ONCE.AGAIN! :D

IT CAN MAKE MY DAY.

Sungby: MyBabyCaiJiaMing.

2010-07-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

Once again, I felt that this weekend is also great one.

It seems like it's always this nice.

I enjoy my weekends thoroughly.

Loveitveryverymuch.

Days, weeks, months pass-by so fast that I could hardly catch my breath.

Things around me are so happening.

Just before I could really take a deeper look into something, just a click & it's gone.

Friday.

Lotus is so Adorable.

Congrats Jiawei!

Saturday.

Heartwarming breakfast. Chat with mummy. Ring.

Sunday.

I manage to take a step out to drive daddy's car today and it was an awesome experience.

Then dinner with Baby's family.

Lovely time spent there!

Baby, Ilove those moments when you do something silly to make me laugh!

Cause it's really very extremely hilarious!

I promise those videos are solely for me! Strictly no sharing! (:

P.S. I didn't know chicken can fly to a certain height. HAHA!

2010-07-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

Finally, I passed!

I am so darn happy.

Baby is sweet to fetch me to and fro to give me moral support for the past few days.

I am loving it.

Thank those people who actually wished me for luck before TP, it's greatly appreciated.

After baby ended his lesson, he went to look for me while I just ended my test.

We headed down Goodwood Park Hotel for the durian fiesta thinggi.

Then for dinner.

It's a good day today.

*Thanksauntieuncle*

loves, Evelynkwongmanjing.

2010-07-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

SUNTEC CITY

LEVEL 30

I had an enjoyable weekend.

On a Friday night, we went to Seletar Airbase to take up a challenge.

Which is to eat the level 30 spicy chicken wing.

Each one of us had one.

Everybody finished, except me.

"YongJie the hero saved the girl"by Kianmeng. LOL.

Then on Saturday,

I had breakfast with Baby.

Off I go to my mum's shop while he goes for his soccer game.

After his game which ended at about 5 plus, we met at Suntec City.

It was a Saturday and roads are blocked for NDP.

Baby was stuck in a jam thus, was late.

Purpose to pay a visit to Suntec City was to buy a pair of rings from Perlini's Silver.

But, unfortunately, no size.

I was really DISSAPOINTED actually.

Very indeed.

HEH, but issok. I'm still good.

We had Secret recipe after that.

The chocolate banana and marble cheese is awesome.

However, it's not that nice after having too much of it.

In the later part of the night, something smash my day totally.

Itssok. I am fine and good.

Just forget it.

Let you do all sorts of stupid things on me.

I won't do anything bad in return, rest assured (:

To baby:

I am sorry for venting my anger on you at that point.

You must be feeling very bad.

Come to think about that, It's not worth doing so.

*Butit'snotsomethingIcancontrol*

How I wish I could.

SORRY!

Sunday was good.

Although we had lil quarrels here and there.

Trust me, we still had a darn great day.

Went to commonwealth to eat the very nice duck rice.

Baby, then sent me to driving lesson.

Dinner with baby's family.

I enjoyed the time spent!

Realy love it cause I learnt a lot from his daddy.

Baby, thank you for waiting for me throughout the whole driving lesson.

I appreciate it totally.

You know it feels so nice to know that your loved one is waiting for you.

& you can see them right after something.

You feel so bliss and sweet.

To add on, it's raining in the evening,

so the moment I saw baby after my lesson,

I feel so protected and warm.

Because I know that someone is there for me.

I am dying to go to Barcelona.

Please, can we?

Thankyoufortakingallmynonsencebecauseiknowyouloveme.

2010-07-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

I am sorry for not putting myself in your shoes.

Didn't know that things just occured and I'm not understanding at all at that point in time.

I hope everything will turn out fine.

Things just happened this way and it can't be prevented.

I am sad yet happy.

Couldn't control my tears.

Tried hard enough though.

From the bottom of my heart,

I am very touched by that grip of my hand.

The feeling is so overwhelming.

Please Take care & rest well,

Speedy recovery too.

I appreciate appreciate & appreciate.

I am grateful grateful & grateful.

I am loving loving & loving.

I am thankful thankful & thankful.

2010-07-12T11:46:00.000+08:00

DESPICABLE ME

This is absolutely a darn nice movie, I swear.

It's so heart-warming.

I enjoyed it thoroughly.

Manage to catch this movie on Sunday 11 July with Baby at GV Grand.

It's really touching, Strongly recommended.

Awesome weekends, except for the working part on Saturday 10 July.

It wasn't as bad as I thought it would turned out to be.

Had lunch with Baby and Weijian Lum at Ajisen.

At least I have something to look forward to after work.

14 July 2010 please come fast fast :D

I love all the 14th on every month and counting. WEE~

MDE GAMES DAY

2010-07-07T16:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAPEI & JEREMY!

May you all enjoy this special day.

Hope everything goes well in whatever you guys do.

Best Wishes, Cheers!

Love, EvelynKwongManJing.

I am always very touched by what you've been doing for me.

Although, you always said that you're doing it normally, it's nothing when I say thank you.

To me it's already something. HAH!

You make the effort to drive me home to ensure I am safe even though sometimes you're already so tired late in the night.
Whenever, I get a lil crazy up in the head and throw my tantrums on you, you'll tolerate the nonsense and forgive me aftermath.
Never fail to always reason out with me when I am in the wrong, so that I won't do it again. *Sometimes it's also your fault but most of the time it's mine* HEH!
Make sandwich for me during school days, so I won't starve. *I totally appreciate it*
Bring me to family dinners and all. *I love the quality time spent there*
Home for dinner; watch movies together.
Before you start working, just by meeting a short while made both of our day.
If by the time we're not on the line, Early morning messages, perks and brightens up my day because its a good start.
Trying all the nice nice food together
Even though we had a very filling dinner, continue searching for dessert or food *Reason being: feeling GREEDY*
& We know very well that we can't stay angry with each other for long. Cause It'll eventually turn into laughters.

That's all I can think for now, there are others I have in mind but it's too long to list it all down. :D

THANKYOU Baby. I'm still gonna say, I appreciate it very much. Feel CONTENTED and a lil SWEET at times. Never fail to make my day(: because We know we enjoy spending time together, We love each others company, We have a lot of happy times together and we love FOOD. Teehee!

Had breakfast with baby today in the morning at Holland. The food there is cheap and delicious. Anw, I miss the Stingray and the fried rice. But I dont know where's that place. LOL!

.LOVEYOU.

2010-07-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

Ilove these pictures very much.

It makes me very happy, whenever I glance at it.

(: I enjoy my day today, just by looking at random pictures and by browsing through floral images.

Feel like eating the sausages above?

HEHEHE. Bet you guys do.

Daisies makes me feel so young and pretty and whatever reason you can fit it into. HAHAHA.

Because it's like a source of energy for me today.

I looked at it, I feel that the colours literally paint my cloudy, mundane Monday into a much vibrant day for me.

Okay, I found the PRETZEL photo on facebook and thought it's nice :D Anyway, whatever, whoever, makes my day, I'll classify them as NICE(: There goes another day.

2010-07-03T00:15:00.000+08:00

I had a great, sweet, lovely Friday :D

Attended the MDES Annual General Meeting. Then soon after, off to Kismis to watch Baby have his soccer training. It's MDES games day the next Friday. I hope very much that you all will win. HAHA :D I enjoy sitting down at the bench looking at people play with passion. Play a sport that they love. Cause the when others are enjoying, I can feel that the spirit is going on high :D

*random flashlight activated*: My tummy is itchy *Am scratching*

Ok, back to posting :D

I am unreasonable for some reason in the later part of the day, but deep down, I am still happy in an overall. *Iamsorry*

Thanks for the lovelylovely sandwich. Although it's prepared by Sauna and assembled by you. Teeheehee. ILOVEITandofcoursebaby.

2010-06-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

There's so much things on my mind.
Firstly, I want to say well done to all the MDE superstar contestants.
& also G6 did a great job :D

Sometimes, I feel like a fool, a burden to people.
Cause I am always forgetful and blur at times.
Thinking too much occassionally.
It's not that I want ok?
Sorry, that's me.

Take for example:
Today:
I know that I am gonna do my work later, thumbdrive is in my bag, forgot to bring it out, trouble baby, trouble myself.
I know that password, I even say it with my own freaking mouth in the car, yet when I was about to log in, I forgot, trouble baby again.
Normal Days:
I know I can take care of myself, but at times, I don't know why it seems like I can't.
I know that I can do things by myself, again, I am careless, or I am again blur or whatsoever stupid reasons, I can't.

:D:D:D I had a great day.
Seeing people enjoying themselves while singing and all, I am happy!
Nonetheless, I had Macdonald's breakfast to start my day, Loveit(:
It'll definitely be v ibrant and nice, Loveit(:
Completed my work in the afternoon, Loveit(:
Had lunch with baby and friends at Canteen 2, Loveit(:

2010-06-26T21:40:00.000+08:00

I really enjoyed myself thoroughly in Macau.

It's the first time that I visit Macau.

It's the first time ever that I can travel with someone I love other than my family.

There is so many first time.

I guess I won't be able to forget this experience.

Loveitsupermuch.

I appreciate a lot.

After a torturous week of working, this is a week that replenish it all.

&ILOVEYOU.

Haha :D

School is gonna reopen in about one day time.

& am going to start mugging again :D

2010-06-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

I can't be bothered about it anymore.
THIS, is my blog! I think I have got the right to post what I want to regarding my life and all ok?
I don't think it's too much or have I gone over board.
That is all I got to say.
Now, I am Starting work tomorrow at 1045 am.
Feeling a lil nervous, stress and also a tinge of excitement.
Cause afterall, it's been a while since I worked.
I don't know what will happen for the one week, it's gonna be a new environment for me to adapt.
I hope everything will turn out fine and people there can treat me nice nice.
I pray that those strangers colleagues that I see will take care of me and all.
I want things to go smoothly.
Back to the fact that I got to stand for 11 hours straight for 1 week is a killer. HAHA.
Still, I love my life and I am HAPPY! I feel so loved by everyone.
Love makes the world go round.
I feel good and pretty everyday! HAHA.
ehh, looking forward to lots of things this coming holiday which I totally didn't expect to happen!
I am contented with what I have.
ILOVEmyfamily,yourfamily,myfriends,yourfriends and YOU! stitch my heart to that (:
Feel blessed.
GoodNIGHTand GoodEVERYDAY.

2010-05-27T22:58:00.000+08:00

It's so bored doing E-learning at home.

So this is how I get away :D

Finally, I've tried Carl Junior.

It's AWESOME.

ILOVEIT & I manage to finish the whole burger myself!

So nice.

2010-05-26T21:11:00.000+08:00

I feel upset.
Although Mum did not reprimand or what,
but she still reasons out with me about being responsible and all.
Maybe she meant well.
However,I seriously don't get the point here.
In the first place, I wasn't informed that it is ready for collection .
To add on,I did Nothing wrong.
So what has it got to do with my responsibility.
Whatever it is, I'll just do my best so that the evil person whose being hypocritical would not do such nonsence again .
Cause I definitely know she'll make things difficult for me in the future when I work.
It's always not good to work with one that is related to you.
They will definitely bring it up during private time and start discussing about it.
Pretend to be good and act as if there's nothing happen.
YUCKS, SO FAKE & I DON'T LIKE IT! K?

End of story, GOODBYE!

Brand new day :D

I want to...
Take nice nice photos, eat nice nice food, go nice nice countries real soon.

Aww, SO HAPPY

HEH! *clapclap*

2010-05-06T20:58:00.000+08:00

Corrinne May's - JOURNEY

It's a long long journey till I know where i'm supposed to be

It's a long long journey and I dont know if I can believe

When shadow falls and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must part

Its a long long journey till i find my way home to you

Many days I spent drifting on to empty shores

Wondering what's my purpose

Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will fall till I know I will cry.

I know you will be standing by my side.

Its a long long journey and I need to be close to you.

Sometime it feels like no one understands

I dont even know why I do the things I do

When pride builds me up till I cant see myself,

will you break down these walls and pull me thru?

It seems like everything out there is making me lose control.

I feel that this song is really meaningful. Like it very much. Things are not laid out nicely for you all the time in life, and when one problem is gone, you happily thought it's gonna be a happily ever after, the other problems still surface. That's life. Its a long journey. No happily ever after and that's the reason why I don't believe in fairy tales although I fancy them a lot. Hard work and effort to build our happily ever after in terms of life, future, own family, carreer and etc. is the most practical method. Sometimes I really don't even know why I do the things I do. Recently, I don't seem to understand myself. But I know, how important you are to me and that I love you. I can be mad and loud and do whatever nonsence but I don't mean evil. BEPATIENTWITHMEplease. I need you to support me when I fall down now. I love these period, I love everything, I cherish my everyday. Reason being: Wonderful people(S) around me. Regardless of family, loved or friends. I am not perfect nor flawless, there's still a lot of things out there that I've yet to see or experience myself. I must continue to learn and to forgive and to love more people. *I LEARNT A LOT FROM YOU,really (:*

There's still a lot of things in my mind to share and all.

But I just can't express myself verbally.

Like expressing my love to my parents.

I don't dare to express verbally but through actions always.

I am really not a good person.

So what if you're good in appearance but rotten inside?

NO.PURPOSE.&.LIFE.WOULD.BE.MEANINGLESS.

2010-04-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

I know I know and I am certain.

Up till now, I still couldn't believe and accept the fact that we can actually come this far.

Counting the days all the way back from where it started , it is not a short period for me.

A lot to update

I am back from China, Xiamen.

Youth Expedition Program is an eye opener for me.

Because I have never been to China before.

This is my maiden trip (:

I learnt a lot.

To be able to adapt to a complete different environment,

To be able to bath in such freezing icy cold water,

To be able to stay at a farm,

To be able to teach the children.

I really love those kids there.

They are so lively and bubbly!

I cried so hard during farewell.

It will be a memorable experience for me.

2010-02-19T23:52:00.000+08:00

I am so looking forward to YEP, camp and class chalet and driving test and finding a new job and exams to be over and meet up with my friends and a lot a lot more ! :D

Also lastly, the orphanage and Old folks home helpout for a St luke's Event I think.

Speaking about YEP, I am so excited for it.

Cause I get to see a whole new different living environment. (:

L.O.V.E IT

& do something meaningful.

Keep myself super busy so don't need think so much (:

TEEHEEHEE

2010-02-19T12:11:00.001+08:00

Doubts doubts doubts that has yet to be clarify.

stillhaveyouinmind but dont want to be the villian.

Let it be. The best is to keep it all.

Month after month it is still like this.

What else?

Give blessings?

2010-01-18T19:24:00.000+08:00

I skipped ITL today. Really do not have the mood to carry on. I went off straight after math. Was feeling a little unwell and was having an extreme mood swing. PMS. Cramps here and there, giddy, wobbly legs and am hungry. I am extremely extremely dissapointed with myself. I am confused.

"Smiley in the face of suffering" I like !

Teeheehee

& thanks for the BIG doraemon , greatly appreciated.

2010-01-17T21:34:00.001+08:00

REFLECT .

2010-01-11T19:16:00.000+08:00

2010-01-09T23:32:00.001+08:00

ALright, this wierd guys is trying to show off his height =.="

Attended Jul's 21st birthday celebration. (:
I hope you really enjoyed the day and have a memorable celebration .

Pei Qi took lots of photos and although I went there quite late and got to leave quite early, at least we all had a great time together (: Cheers ! Lovely people .

& I love CHILDRENS :D

2010-01-02T09:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR (:

2009-12-25T09:42:00.000+08:00

First, I know this Christmas is going to be a boring one . (:

Second, I think I should leave Singapore for two days to clear my mind . (:

Third, I knew it long ago. (:

Forth, I am really dissapointed. (:

Fifth, I was really suprised. (:

Sixth, I need to take a look at the reality.(:

Seventh, the list can just go on and on . (:

Eighth, I am going to stay at home on Christmas . (:

*I hope everyone can be happy and enjoy their Lovely Christmas with their loved ones.

I LOVE THE SPIRIT OF GIVING (: Teeheehee~

Nice day ahead everyone !!

2009-12-20T13:05:00.000+08:00

Christmas Christmas ! :D

Dinner was a chore for me !

But still I love the time that I spent with my parents (:

I dislike the people cause of their materialistic front.

I dislike the dinner because my mind and soul was not there.

I dislike it when I've got nothing to do .

I dislike it because I looked like a retard.

The happier note is that the food there's awesome.

No appetite , so it's a bit of waste anyway .

All I could do to kill time was to snap snap snap :D

2009-12-19T09:15:00.000+08:00

"Who what where when why how "
I saw so many things which I am not suppose to.

I dont know what else to do accept for saying take care take care and take care. I feel so useless and practically nothing when it comes to giving a lot of stuff. I am sorry ok ?
am not good enough .

Teeheehee HAHAHA (: Cheerup Cheerup ...

2009-12-18T12:04:00.000+08:00

I've got so much to say , so much to think , so much to worry, so much to wish for , so much to do , so much to care , so much to love but I don't know how to express myself. Things are not as easy as I think.

* I really really hope my Christmas wish will come true.

2009-12-13T19:53:00.000+08:00

2009-12-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

This is what I do when I get really bored at Home :D Teeheehee . Pardon me!

Weekend was a boring one .

I've been practically staying at home to study ITL and replaying I will always love you by Whitney Housten again and again to keep myself focus =.=" .

Except for Saturday , went for a short meeting with so and so .

Now back to this mundane life of mine.

Sadly to say, nothing gets into my head and I've been procrastinating for the whole freaking day . No life , no party, no nothing. But, I will have my RESULTS .

TEEHEEHEE .

Anyway, that's what I want at the end of the day other then that..... yea, so I think it's quite worthwhile :/

Sometimes, I get really pissed off when I stayed the night thru to memorise concepts and yet the next day , my mind's blank again !

I want to maintain the GPA I've got in the first Semester.

Dear God , Please please grant me and bless me with the wisdom and take me away from temptations .....

&&&& I didn't screw up for my first driving lesson.

It was fun . I enjoy to the max (:

2009-12-04T18:26:00.000+08:00

I don't know how I want things to move . I don't know how I want it to be . I can't get it off my mind and I think I don't want it off my mind. I don't know what the hell I'm talking now but I know exactly how I feel about it. I want it to be that way but at the same time I don't dare and don't have the courage to do that. I don't know how assured am I when you tell me that. But I know I should trust you. I am happy when I'm with you that's for sure. & I am caught up in here . I don't know what should I do or what can I do. I'm lost I'm going crazy I'm going insane I'm going mad I'm going . . . . Please , get me outta this soon . . . . I don't know how the hell can I put it into words but . . . . I don't wanna wake up from this sweet dream. I hope this is not a dream . I want it real I want it to be in my life & I am appreciating every freaking moment.

2009-11-30T22:41:00.000+08:00

2009-11-29T21:29:00.000+08:00

Too Much had happened for me to Believe the Truth

2009-11-18T19:54:00.000+08:00

Projects are stacking up high, assignments are waiting for me to complete and tons of things are worrying me . I needa buck up and work doubly hard ! :D

&& Although it was a short and sweet day, I had a boring day today :/

To add on , the rainy weather out there is dampening my mood . In a result , I really do not have the mood to go out . It's a good thing though , so I can do my work and slack like a jelly at home . TEEHEEHEE !

2009-11-17T17:40:00.000+08:00

My weekend was splendid . I am honoured that Sharon invited me over to her 21st Birthday celebration on sunday at National Resort & Country Club. It's really heart-warming. Unfortunately, I got to leave before the cake-cutting ceremony as my dad came to picked me up. Anyway, at the celebration, I got to know a lot of geogeous people and have eaten a lot of good food . Now ,back to school, I need to say this to someone special . Thanks for being there for me when I really need help . You're great! && not forgetting Eugene who gave me a herbal tea during my mundane school life . It's really nice of you . I appreciate everything I have now .

2009-11-14T00:11:00.000+08:00

2009-10-31T21:29:00.000+08:00

I really really had a great day today ! The day in the museum with PB was a fruitful one. We saw lotsa artefacts and gain some knowledge about Singapore's History. Firstly , from the materials and necesscities used in everyday life. Then to , what Singapore River was like in the past , the retro way of serving food , the utensils used by ancient people, the 60s coca cola bottle , the unique way of serving Char Kway teow wrapped in a banana leaf , how the satay man barbeque the satay whilst chanting :"satay~satay~" , the well known Singapore ice-kacang machine that everyone was familiar with, the old old camera where flashes are fixed at the top and there are many interesting things in the museum. I gained a lot from today's trip and MY COMPANION , which is the machine , a so-called "Big game boy" is a search engine in the museum . I find it rather cool as it really acts like your companion ! You go with it to wherever you're in the museum. Typing those coded numbers in, to find the item's history . WOW~ high technology ! So without the upcoming advanced technology,how can we people enjoy such luxury ?! I really appreciate that I'm born in the 21st Century because everything is made so conveniently as compared to the past . Like today at the museum , I really learnt a lot .

People in the ancient does not have a fridge to preserved their food and therefore, they used salt as a preservative element to keep it fresh

People in the 70s uses bus tickets and a ticket punch to ensure that all passengers have paid while getting their tickets on the spot . Now , we just have to tap on a ez link machine and everything's settled. They're brillant !Aftermath, we went to have meal at Plaza Singapura then walked all the way to Takashimaya . Roamed around then settled down at Kinokuniya . Was so excited as I saw a lot of books . Browsed through darn lots of cook book and intended to get a Nigella's Express Cookbook ! I saw many recipes which are really interesting ! It tempted me to Cook ! Was talking all about nice food and it never ended ! On the way back , there's a heavy downpour , was a bit drenched and had a slight fever . EE! I need more rest (: Lastly, yes , both of us enjoyed and had real fun together !

2009-10-25T14:00:00.000+08:00

The acupuncturing session today is the worst thing that I've ever encountered! Eww, It gives me a terrible headache . My bones breaking , my skin is peeling , the marks are all over my back and the worst of all , this deprive me from sleeping ! How can I survive without sleep?! Alright, stop complaining ! At least it ease me from all the numb limbs and arm and the "click click" that I can produce by shaking my right arm . hahaha ~! Panadol is making me drowsy thus I'm going into my sweet dreams now ! Bye .

2009-10-22T19:36:00.000+08:00

I miss PeiQi . The last time I met her was last week? I guess . But still it feels like 1 month that I've not met her. Ok, we've visited quite a lot of places together during the break. Alright , and let's move on to the absurb part of the day . During sports and wellness today , people actually go to the extend of pushing their way into the auditorium to grab the number tags for those popular sports, and of course I did that just like an auntie going crazy for any other Great Singapore Sale ! Teeheehee ! (: haha . I really want to get into yoga and it's like one of the hottest sports besides tennis? Actually, I get in for the fact that " . . . . " ! It's really ridiculous . I dont want to mention it here .

Now here comes the main point of me blogging for the day .

How can someone be so freaking blur till this extend? I get really frustrated when I brought my laptop without batt to school and realise I left my power plug at home ! This is terrible . I swear I don't want to do this again , ever , forever whatever I can think of . HAHA !

2009-10-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

2009-10-16T01:01:00.000+08:00

Mid Autumn Festival (Overdue Pics)

2009-10-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THIS ! NICE ONE BABE (:

2009-10-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

OK!?! I'm freaking boiling over this particular person alright?

Why do you need to search all my stuff in my room when I am not at home?

Do you not know BASIC MANNERS? Didn't your mum teach you ?

Alright , I dont blame you ! cause both of you are the same ! (:

You freaking know that I hate people doing so and yet time and again you took my things without permission !! & you're not even my sister or what so ever shit !!

You are shameless . Do you see me going around ur house and peep into your things in ur room whenever I'm at your place?! or do you even see me going into ur room without asking and going in there alone?! SO what if you're an undergrad?! Do you need to compare every single thing ?! yea , you say I'm not good at things and stuffs and what nonsence... but what about you?! haha (: thanks for all those nasty "lectures" that I got to suffer when I am young , because it let me climb higher than ever ! I'm improving to become a better person . Thanks for looking down on me cause I'll be stronger than ever !

Please pardon me for sounding stupid b'cause I relly hope she'll read this post .

To my Grandma,

I don't know whether are you lying thru your teeth or what.

Did you relly not saw what she did today?

Is it possible?

I respect you a lot , but again I don't respect you because sometimes you don't tell the truth.

Don't cover up her mistakes for her b'cause even if you're my grandma , I don't buy that story.

I dont know who to trust .

But I trust my intuition, it is always right.

Well, on a happier note , Cant stop the M with Cliques at Kbox!
Relly had fun and WOW just fun . ahahah ! (:
Left earlier for dinner ! && I missed out the part where Bing took pictures with the waiter !!
SHE'S like a Stalker !! TO yibing > "OMG my dear uh , you darn funny I tell you ,BIAN TAI...-PO!"

2009-10-04T01:41:00.000+08:00

2009-10-03T15:04:00.000+08:00

This holiday is a definitely not a holiday for me.
I have been working and working and driving test and so on and so forth.*of course not forgetting my Church service every sunday.
Rushing up and down in Singapore like a mad woman at least 5 times a week ,
having sleepless nights even though I'm tired but at the end of the day, my body is still full of energy! My life is full of xcitements cause I am leading the life that I want it to be .
But of course although I'm working I had fun with colleagues too .
They treated me really good when I'm only there for two days.
HuiMei bought lots of sweets,jellies and my fav cranberries for me during working hours and Coleen taught me how to play pet society in facebook! LOL.
yea, you can say I'm a noob in all facebook apps or any other computer related stuffs.
&& most important of all , I finally have the time to catch up with some of my old pals .
PeiQi and some of my other cell friends.
Done some bible study this week and felt that its really meaninggful about 2 Samuel 8.
"God's part we cannot do , our part God will not do"
we got to fight all the battles in our life ourselve
God will only be there to watch us and grant us victories if we have put in effort to acheive it.
and upon receiving the news that Aunt Rose wanted us to pray for her condition now , I believe if u fight for it He will always act according to His will.Don't worry we all stand b'hind you.
Now , week past after week . Holiday is coming to an end.
How sad that I haven go on for any trip.
We planned to go Taiwan , unfortunately our passport is gonna xpire soon .
Thus our holiday plans are dashed !
Today is Mid Autumn Festival .
I wish all of you people have a great time gathering together with your families , have a piece of mooncake and a cup of tea while enjoying the big round Moon . (:
Good day everyone !

2009-09-04T00:30:00.000+08:00

2009-09-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

A long day out .

Out of Ordinary , Pei Qi

[Chapter 2]

It was a fruitful trip today.

We visit Haji lane and several other streets around the area.

Both of us was walking under the hot sun and we happen to come across this darn cool chocolate shop , The Blue Ribbon.

It sells the Japan's Hippiest Chocolate and it's awesome.

Setting and Ambience is a thumbs thumbs up !

Conversed with the owner and found out that he's a great man.

Nontheless, he is a literate and a well mannered person.

Talking to such people is a Pleasure (:

After a long walk ,

Pei Qi and I settled down in this Swedish Cafe and Bistro.

Nice Cafe but nothing special about the drinks and stuff.

Tons of pictures ,Enjoy!